How can it be that I can waste so much time on the internet?


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So yes, Life is a Cabaret Old Chum and I'm dancing my naughty dance for all of ye! Ok, maybe not. If I was, hopefully I'd get paid more or something.

My head is so firmly in the clouds right now. Looks like I'm going to Hawaii. Right now, I can't help but be focused on trying to find a place to live. It's insane how beautfiul it is there, and how freaking expensive. Fortunately, good ole Grandpa Garvin has set aside some funds for my education. I don't know, thinking about that always makes me feel spoiled. Like, how gratuitous of me to fund an internship for myself in Honolulu. But no. I was interested in the research, first and foremost, and I can't pass up this opportunity. Oh no. So, here I am, with something else keeping me distracted from cholera, and now I'm getting SLEEPY.

Dave has been having a rough day. I like to call them "relapse days" because that's just what they are: times when you relapse into feeling down and wrong when you have still made such progress. Giving up love is at least a 12-step program of some sort. I think I helped. I hope I did. Anyone want to date my ex-boyfriend? Don't tell ME if you do (smile). But maybe he needs it. He's still hung up on somethings (or people), and needs reminded that he is worth dating and loving. Rock on Dave, despite all that's happened, I hope you get to be happy. . . .As long as I'm happy :)

Anything else? Nick comes back tomorrow--we shall see what adventures he's had in Sin City! Sam is doing better, we've chatted lots and he's back to giving me a hard time, so he must be somewhat improved. Alice still continues to rock hardcore. Dave K. . .needs to update his Story so I can know how he's doing. Everyone else? why don't you be social and ask them!

Love,
-Amber-