blargh again

Today, being tuesday, has not been the best of days. Woke up around 10AM, which wasn't bad, but I was greeted with a letter from my bank. It informed me that I was denied for a credit card. For some reason, mom and dad were there and wanted me to read what it said, which made the moment all the more special. Then I realized that, while I had arranged with Dave that I'd come up to Erie on the 22nd, in fact a whole side of my family--the much-loved pollack side--was coming in next week. So eventually I'd have to tell Dave, and it wouldn't be a happy thing.

I just wanted to go back to bed, but on a bright note, because the weather was rainy and dad couldn't get any yardwork done, he decided we could go to Pastimes Grill for lunch. Dad had received a gift certificate, which overcame his typically frugality. Our food was indeed delicious, although I could eat only half my sandwhich. But I felt better.

Came home, and dad said we should practice shifting gears on the Rabbit, but we never got around to it, so I took a shower, thinking that maybe I'd go out tonight, since Dave K. had mentioned that maybe we all should. Finished out the 2nd disc of the 2nd season of Buffy, and it was indeed good. Watched "last comic standing" with Don, as he built a ruined tower out of styrofoam. Both spectacles were humorous. Then watched dateline talk about the safety of SUV's, which was kindof annoying because not everyone can freaking afford SUV's.

Hopped online, told Dave the bad news, and I think we've worked it out, but I still feel like C-RAP. I just feel crappy and sad and tired. It's probably just girl-hormones doing a number on me again. I've cried more than once today. Need to get out, and wish I was confident about buying a car.