well, once again blogger ate my entry. SCREW YOU BLOGGER!

Anyway, long story short (because I'm sleepy):

I got totally fed up, to the breaking point, and mom sensed it using her razor sharp mom-telepathy. She laid out exactly what I had to do to get a car--told me it was easy and I could do it. Then I took the van for a drive with mom, and did much better--I remember alot more than I thought I would. I relish driving something other than the hulking van that stretches across the road that is already too narrow and bordered often by cliffsides. I feel better, if only because I've got a plan and I know I can drive decently.

Went out this evening with Jonah, Jonah's friend Jen, Dave K., and Meghan. We stopped at Neha's house and chatted for awhile--which was excellent because Neha is leaving to visit family in India for a month, starting tomorrow. It was definitely good to see her. The we went to Eat'n Park for P-I-E. I had coconut cream pie and it was delicious. Then we wandered around Walmart, because there isnt' anything else to do at 2AM. We ended up pretending to pick out ladies underwear for Dave & Jonah, which was a first for our Walmart outings--and definitely worth it.

Came home, wrote this entry, and I'm wondering whether or not I should skip out on the graduation party mom has lined up and go to Jonah's house for swimming and good lounging. I'm not relishing the idea of putting on a swimsuit, considering any muscles I gained during my 3-week in Jiu Jitsu have long since languished, and pretty much every other girl in the highschool group looks much better--or at least lest pasty-white in a swimsuit. This part of the summer is never kind to me. Oh well, my personal Dave thinks I'm cute, and that makes all the difference. I wish he was here :(