OH, ISN'T IT LOVELY TO BE FIIIIIGGGGHHHTTIIINGGG

We've got a great pattern going here, don't we? You say you're sorry, I agree that you should be, you get angry, begin to retaliate by accusing me of acting superior, and then we yell for a bit, and life starts over. Well, I dont' know about the starting over part--actually I do. I've told you I'm fed up, and I am. And isn't it nice we can agree that it's over?

Who knows man. I sure don't. I may have learned alot recently, lived alot, but I'm not claiming to be the expert here. It's just. . .well, it seems like some people are being honest, some people are being "honest" but not recognizing that they might not mean it later on, and some people are just plain making empty promises on a regular basis. And I hate that a drama that doesn't even involve me anymore can still tweak my heart smartly. And yes, alot of it is my fault for keeping it invested. But it's just the same old crap, the same old games, and it makes me sick. Because someone made me a serious promise, and added "You may think I won't be able to keep it, but I will"

I didn't believe it, but I wanted to.
But you didn't keep it. All it took was another promise, and you were gone.
So that's it.