Friday, April 26, 2002


FRIDAY AFTERNOONS WITH NOTHING TO DO!!!

I am wearing glittery, suedey, orange pants that tie in the front. Yay for me! I will deem these my pants of power, to go along with my amulet of power and my sequined-headband/tiara of power (which pinches my head, so I don't wear it often, only in EMERGENCIES!).
So now my life is complete. . . ????

I wanted to stop here for a moment and reflect upon forgiveness. Because lately it's something to think about. For me, I see a distinct difference between forgiving and forgetting--most people would agree they are two seperate things. But there are some things in life I'd think you'd have to forget; I don't know how you would forgive them. "You can't give away certain things that you get" To quote the lovely Lisa Loeb. I've seen some things recently that frankly boggle my mind. How after all that has happened things can exist in the way they do.

Maybe I'm just lazy, but I'm right now of the opinion that there are certain bridges better burnt and left behind. It's that kind of mood I'm in. Personal Pruning, yes. Cut off all this dead dumb crap and start over, as much as I can in this little village. Get out, discover or rediscover friends. . . . There just seem to be some things that only suck you back in if you try to fix them. And then you're back in them and you lose perspective, and then nothing gets fixed and you start all over again. This certainly isn't the most succinct entry.

I just think that there are some things not worth forgiving to the extent that you act like you've forgotten. Some things can't be ignored--really--and to pretend they don't exist. . .well I guess it's necessity. But it seems fucking insane to me. Oh well, I'll make my choices for myself alone, I guess.

In Other News: The Akron Steel Drum Band was freaking cool. I imagined myself far away in some tropical paradise, and just inwardly grooved. One of the drummers was super cute, and I wanted to go make some sort of move, but I really dont' know what kind of moves to make. I mean, really! My recommendation is that all people who are single and looking for someone should wear a badge or something!!! That would help slightly. I'm SUCH a wuss. If only I had my business cards with me :)

Love,
-Amber-

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