Song for today: some celtic music

Spent too much time on AIM, and had to get up at the screaming mean time of 7:00AM to go to my sister's cheerleading competition. I spent my time picking out which cheerleader I would want to destroy first. Then, off to the Wheeling Celtic festival for music and shopping. THEN I got to go to Paradox Used Book Store and bought lots of cheap books. My favorite find has been a novel paralleling the love of two women in a harem (long ago) to that of two women in NYC (present day). Very sensual, should distract me a great deal, and also not remind me much of past love.

I'm experiencing patches of excellent moods, decent moods, and yucky moods. I'm navigating it, and my buddy Chris told me I was doing very well--it really helped to hear that. Maybe I'm doing well at something related to this mess. Didn't even try anything with Chris, which makes me happy as I was afraid I'd be dumb. Admittedly, my heart just isn't in it, and frankly I'm not sure where it is, but I have to believe it's coming back. It can't be far. . . it still hurts like hell. Ok, now I'll kick until I feel better. Peace and Love.